Yesterday we were dreaming of a perfect world,
Yesterday our lips needed no words,
Because we could see our souls in our eyes,
And truth had no doubt in your eyes,
Yesterday we promised each other we would conquer the whole world,
Yesterday you swore that our love would be eternal,
Because one mistake is enough,
To learn what it is to truly love.

What did you do??
Today with your pride you destroyed hope,
You blurred my sight with your fury,
You erased our history with your anger,
And mistook all the love I was giving you,
Allowing you to break my soul.

What did you do??
You forced us to destroy our sunrises,
Forgetting our nights with your words,
My illusions ended with your lies,
Your forgot that it was love that matters,
And with your hands you destroyed our house,
Tomorrow a new day will rise in my universe,
Tomorrow I will not see your name written in my verses.

I will not listen to apologies,
I will ignore your remorse without guilt,
Tomorrow I will forget that yesterday I was your faithful lover,
Tomorrow I will have no reason to hate you,
I will erase your dreams with my dreams,
The wind will blow away my memories of you forever...

I just wanna type one whole chunk of things I wanna say to my bf.
I love you.
I don't hate you =D.
I simpan you inside my heart.
I jage btol2.
uhhhh...
You were always there for me? hee..
You are my bear I love to hug.
Even though you don't pamper me with things, you shower me with love? can?
(fuyoohhhhhahaha mcm phm hahaha)


please don't raise your voice at me.
i'll raise my voice at you back kayy??

COUNTDOWN TO 2 YEARS BAYBEHH.
010505
STILL GOING STRONG.

Ohhhh yeah.
School was gayrek.
the friends are sooo friendly.
i so very hate the engineering module which has PHYSICS.
overall, i love lahhh. hehehehehehehehheehhehe

whaddup?
up comes an entry =D im kinda bored right now. I mean really bored. Skipped school. lol. This bf lah. Alah lazy to spit the details. Goshhh I miss working. It's been a week! Anyway, I gained weight. Im getting fat. OMG. Better do something FAST.

Other than that, I'm worried about something personal right now. I just wish the days could go by as quick as possible. Please god I don't mean to do these kind of things. I hope you forgive me and that I promise to be strong and stand up for myself. Please...

=D Lotsa strange occurrances occurred(hehe?) today. When I was on my way to work, suddenly got this indian fella stood right in front of me. He smiled and I was like "Can I help you?" He answered "Hello, are you Singaporean? U malay? Muslim? Asalamualaikum. Hehhe"

Shit.

I was stopped by a psycho.

Of course the "Asalamualaikum" part I answered back la. I was avoiding him as much as I can and I kept saying I'm late for work but I'm way early. He asked what my name was and I said Syahirah. He asked me where I am working, I said KFC. Pandai kan? kan? And the last question was the most awkward thing he asked..

"Do you like me? I'd like to be friends with you? Do you have many friends? Why you don't want to become my friend? What time you finish work? You give me your contact number? Where you want to meet after you work?"

I was walking as fast as I can and suddenly I couldn't take it anymore..

"FUCK OFF LA"
and I ran away.

HAHAHAHAA. FUN SIA.

replies to shoutouts!
faz: 0_o? HAHAHA. hee =D
Hanyo: BBQ? alamakx. since when uh? I WAS NOT INFORMED!
ayume: relinked shweets!
SHACUTE: HEYY SHACUTEEE. miss you too lah babe! hehehe. bz uh lately!!!kk next time online kite msn2 yahh! =)
ZOOLAA: yelahhh!! mane korg!!!
linda: Yah sey.. that day I was bored uh jln2 kt westmall mcm biol. Was hungry and decided to eat at swensens. haha!

Another entry coming up! ehehhh =D Spent the entire day at home, again, with beloved mom. Relax, watch tv and stuff. Today mom cooked broccoli with something, beef(i think) with something and sweet and sour grouper. OUCH! my fav! Even though I don't quite know what are the ingredients. Anyhow, I'm happy, everyone happy lah heheheheheh.

Working the shift of 1 to 9 besok! Wonder who's working tomorrow. No matter who also I'm happy lahhh. No problem~ If I have any comment, I just smile you know? Cool kan? Hahahah. I'm typing rubbish! Hee, I just wanna fill up space and anything that comes flashing through my mind, I just type it in HERE =x.

School's starting soon and I'm ready to graduate as soon as possible.


I MISS THEM =D

AND I MISS MY BEAR BOYFRIEND AS WELL.
LOVE!!